it's been so long since i've writen any entry for my blog. i'm glad somewhere at the back of my mind, i still remember that i have a blog ;p anyways, time flies; many things have changed, Diane has a guy that she calls her boyfriend; some drama plot in some blockbuster movies are actually taking place in the real world, THE real world. please don't mind me, i'm still very much amused by it. I'm still trying to summarize the little and also major incidents that took place in the past 2 months. Short period filled with exciting events, starting with the drama that taught all of us to "know who your real friends are", followed by the "i-still-cannot-believe-it" Diane and Paul's blooming relationship and so forth. out of all these wonders, people change. and it's always fun to see people change! it's like "i would never be like that" before and now these words are slaping us right on our face. that's a proof that people do change, and some calls it growing. No, plants grow, people.. well, people gets old. heck to what i'm saying, at first i thought i was making a point, then it all leads to nowhere.

talking about olden days, i've always loved rave parties. they're practically the only thing that i look forward to every year, my goal. now i sound useless, never mind. the point being is that i realized that i'm not all that enthusiastic about rave parties anymore. Nevertheless, i still try to make it a point that i want to go. simply short, i've lost the "flame". the dressing up, going out at night to party. drink and be unconscious of what i'm doing (that's actually the exciting part). yes, i am going to repeat here again on my blog: I'm aging! back to the point, the reason that i still want to go to rave parties (i think) is because i wanted to know how it feels like again to be so care-free and just throw myself out there to have major fun! So, yes, Tiesto's playing in this upcoming rave in Port Dickson and I am going!

I really wanted to blog more about stuff (i have like tons of things that i wanted to write about) but the annoying headache is back, plus the flu. guess i'll rest early tonight. lots of love, muacks!