I've been feeling really joyful for the past few days. well, you know when a girl says that she's happy, it's usually because of some guy. It's a norm, and this time, it's right. i've longed to feel this feeling of being so obsessed with someone, the feeling of wanting someone so badly but couldn't own; the thrill of the chase. Like i said, the best thing you'll ever have in life are things you could never get. Never could seemed to appreciate more once it is yours. anyways, yes. i'm happy. and yes. it's because of someone. at first, i thought that it was just another 3minutes stuff that i'm into and after that, i'll get over it. instead, this stays longer than it should. thus, it turns into something scary. maybe it should be served as a warning, but i'm no longer sure about that. so, me being my usual self. not going to deny it if it's real, and we'll just see how things will go from there.

as sinful as the demon from hell, here i add another thing to the list of things that earned me a bungalow in hell. deja vu. puddle of mudd playing on the screen is really just distracting my train of thoughts. but hey! it's the charlatans!! first time hearing them, pretty good shit.

right, i havent been blogging about the PD rave. let's see. journey to PD is a pretty good one, the jam doesnt really bother me since i dont have to drive. hehe. pity Jeff, the one driving all the way there (happily sipping his dutch lady milk). so we reach around 6pm, and the first destination - the Dome. it's really cool that they have it in rave, and i will demand that they have it in every rave there is in Malaysia. it's so cooling inside i barely want to leave. we had tons of beers (beers make people happy, so you should drink more). Met Alfred, havent seen him in ages but nothing much had changed about him. good thing, dont worry. anyways, tiesto starts spinning. we went out, it was a blast. was trippin' most of the time and yea, that's probably how i remembered the night. Heard a few stoopid things i've done there, not surprising. you have to know me long enough to think that these things werent even worth mentioning, hehe.

i have to say that i had fun. raves in PD couldnt go wrong, superstitious me. So, back to normal working life now. nothing extraordinary has taken place, i felt good about someone, no doubt about that. wasnt sure if it's love yet, it's still too early to determine anything. i'll blog once i have the chance to. hopefully soon.