Sunday, March 2, 2008
self-inflicted pressure, that's the kind of pressure that i'm having now. sadly but true, i imposed tons and tons of pressure onto my helpless body and mind and felt like there's nothing that i could do about it. thus, my body and mind is on full speed treadmill trying to keep up with the tight schedule and expectations that i've set for them. what's worst is that i didnt even realize that until Mr. X told me that through the phone. i seriously need to do something about it before lines start to appear across my face and eye-bags start to make me feel miserable. therefore, i declare this beautiful Sunday to be my "not-doing-anything" day! put the treadmill on hold before having to continue running tomorrow; set the speed to be at most medium at all time; take a break every now and then to see that there is life apart from working; go out with my friends and do more crazy stuff to remind myself that there's a bigger reason to why i am alive.
now, i need to clear my head and dream about beautiful things in my sleep. my second one for today =)
