Monday, March 10, 2008
have you ever felt like you're going through karma? the things that i've done to people that i thought doesn't matter much back then suddenly became important when it's happening to me. i was just talking about alzheimer with a good friend of mine and i felt like it's a good thing. sounded weird, but true. there's so many things that i would rather forget. i know i sounded very depressing now but there's really nothing much in my life that is beautiful and significant enough worth remembering. alzheimer is like living a new life day after day. wouldn't it be great? something fun would still be fun even if you do it repetitively everyday. one day you're hurt, the next it's like it has never happened before. since i don't have alzheimer, so i have to go un-depress myself now.
