Tuesday, July 31, 2007
i've been good for one friday. that's what the boyfriend told me. last friday was the first friday that i was actually with him after for let's say a month. friday is the only day for months that i have for myself, and i like it that way. it's not too much to ask for eh? well, since last week is my "detox week", i guess this coming friday will be fun. yes, diane?? yes, everybody else that i'm gonna be partying with??
well, the air con in the room is in so the fucking good condition that i can feel my fingers freezing as i'm typing. anyways, something really weird happened to my body today. that something ultra weird happened to my hands, namely the palms of my hands. what happened to them is that i'm having spasmodic contraction of a muscle or group of muscles (yes, i did copy and paste it from an online dictionary) which simply meant cramps. weird, ain't it?
it's definitely not a good sign. doesnt mean that i'm dying from it either. it's just not a good sign. anything but good sign. i browsed through the mighty search engine known as google, and despite my incapability of using search engines, i couldnt find the causes to hand cramps which i intended to in the first place. so, i've decided not to further cause damage to my already severely damaged brain. i will settle with the old saying "the answers will come to you when you least expected it" (i'm not really sure if there's this saying or not, whatever..)
alrite, off to bed i go. ciao.
