Thursday, May 31, 2007
i am surrounded by greens while sipping on my soya bean. it rhymes =) well, yes, i am back in charms cafe again. yes, it's the curve, again. i really like this serene place though, and of course, the pillows on the chair. i could hear running waters as i am typing this, so peaceful. anyways, i'll be going home for dinner later, it's been quite some time since i did that. i called my mom just now to tell her that, this is what she replied: "how come suddenly wanna come home for dinner??" see, so much love in that sentence itself. talking about dinner, i am so hungry now my stomach makes louder sounds than the running water and the crowd.
my sister asked me just now how my relationship started. it has really got me thinking. it's amazing how sometimes words as simple as that could trigger so many thinkings. really, it was a normal process, first comes the courting, then comes the asking, then goes the agreeing, tada! it's always maintaining a relationship that is the hardest. commitment has always been my biggest problem, it still is. then compromising is another tough thing. after that, comes understanding one another takes alot of effort. that's why it's always easy to start a relationship, tough to maintain, hard to leave. i never believed in love at first sight, it's all crap to me. you can only like someone by the first glance, not fall in love. anyhow, i am like the worst person in the world damn world to be thrown any questions about love and relationship. i can only tell you what i've read or came across from someone else but can never, NEVER apply those to my own.
