Wednesday, March 21, 2007
i'm so bored, and yet i shouldn't have felt so. i have so much work to do, so little time to do them. i just filled myself up with bolognese just now, felt so good to be full. and here i am again, paying my usual visit to Picadilly. i am in the mood of trying something different today, so i ordered a "peppermint Portobello" instead of my signature drink - ice lemon tea with extra lemon and less sugar. guess what? this peppermint thingy suck! it tasted like dish washing detergent, lime flavor. never should have fell for the trick of ordering something with such fancy name. my bad.
assignments, there will never be an end to it. i'm so stressed, i'm constantly feeling the need or let's say urge to hit something or even someone. i'm starting to think that i'm destructive. yea, violence do not solve anything but it does help to make me feel better, alot better i should say. i have this crazy idea of putting another permanent mark on my body. my very last tattoo. i've already got this fairy on my back, a symbol of female and male closeness right on my ankle, thought of doing another one on somewhere.. private; where viewing pleasure is reserved for special someone. let's just see if i'm really going to do that.
i haven't seen my friends for a awful long time, kinda felt like i've disconnected with the rest of the world around me. now it's more like me and my trustworthy laptop all the way. surprisingly, i find it quite enjoyable. i've changed for sure, the usual me would have been whinning and complaining by now. since someone's here, maybe i should mention that the someone is no one else than arash himself; he's here and i should really be doing my dss assignment now. ciao! will upload the picture of my lovely fairy in the next blog :)
