Trip to sarawakstarting with the trip to sarawak, it turned out to be a OK. but then, the departure day was like hell. i want to avoid blogging too much of crappy heart-aching stuff. therefore, i shall not talked about that little incident before we left the house but that's basically how my mood for the whole damn day was spoilt. anyways, moving on. the plane delayed for almost 3 freaking hours. so much waiting and so much unhappiness until we board the plane. everything seems fine from then onwards. so i could conclude that it's not a bad trip after all. 4 days free of smoke is totally proven to be bearable by me =) although i did had a couple in between.now more to the happy stuff. i've got 2 cakes for my birthday this year. i wonder what makes it so special this time.
this one is freshly baked on the day itself by my bf's family frens (or something like that). it was really sweet and special because it's just special *smile* i've gotten this when i was still in sarawak.
and i got this from my parents *smiley* love it for the one and only reason - strawberries =) we went out for dinner in TGIF and the people there made me stand on the chair and make a speech using this ketchup bottle. kinda intimidating but i still got over it. hehe.
This is from my mom. apparently a necklace. it's stuck on my neck since i've put it on yesterday. will still be stuck there unless i find a way to detach it =)
This is a beautiful bracelet and anklet both from celine =) real sweet of her. and what a coincident, i just lost my previous anklet =p anyways, love it mucho!
This is another beautiful necklace given by the one and only arash =) even though he appears to be a bit bodoh, nice taste in girly stuff though. hehe. i love this kind of stuff, and he knew it. so i'm not pulling back the title i gave him as my best friend for quite some time =p
The near broke up that would tear me apart *gasp*
yes, we had a fight just yesterday that threaten to put a stop to this relationship. however, we worked things out and everything's gonna be fine. hopefully things will turn better in coming days. i'm supposed to be visualising how our dream house will be =)
Numerologist (Kevin Chan) says:
i am
- a born leader
- being number 1 will always be my main priority, money comes next
- likes to be in control
- apparently unable to finish many task and often need help of people to get things done
- creativity that could communicate with people
- sensitive to all the people around me
- want to love and to be loved in return
- and apparently i will be above the guys in my relationships
- i know what i want and will most probably succeed in getting there
- do not like to listen to other's advice
- likes to do things my way
- secretive
that's all i could remembered from last night. some of it i find it quite true, others i really don't know. maybe i am like that without realizing it myself. negativities over-shadowed the positive qualities, very disturbing indeed.Special thanks goes to -->
- my boyfriend for being there for me and try to make every moment as special as possible.
- my sis for being thoughtful enough to organize a surprise birthday party for me.
- everybody that was there in palm spring's drinking fest with me yesterday for making this birthday a memorable one for me =)
- arash for coming back for my birthday, that was really sweet. and for the gift as well. and the little tiny ciggies he bought back with him.
- celine and jee and kian loong for being there with me yesterday and for the wonderful gift =p
- my mom for getting me the cake and the pressie
- my step dad for settling the bills in TGIF.. hehe..
- my dad for sponsoring me money to do my hair.
- everyone else that i know and wishes me all those wonderful birthday wishes, a girl can never be any happier =)
Friday, June 22, 2007
this is the original lyrics for the song by Nidji - Bila Aku Jatuh Cinta
Bila aku jatuh cinta (when i fall in love)
aku mendengar nyanyian (i hear singings)
1000 dewa dewi cinta (1000 angels love)
menggema dunia (shock the world)
bila aku jatuh cinta (when i fall in love)
aku melihat matahari (i see the sun)
kan datang padaku (it comes to me)
dan memelukku dengan sayang (and hugs me with love)
bila aku jatuh cinta (when i fall in love)
aku melihat sang bulan (i see the moon)
kan datang padaku (it comes to me)
dan menemani aku (and accompany me)
melewati dinginnya mimpi (later than cold dreams)
melewati dinginnya mimpi…aa…a…a. (later than cold dreams...aa...a...a.)
bila aku jatuh cinta… jatuh cinta (when i fall in love... fall in love)
bersama dirimu (with you)
peluk aku…dan ciumlah aku (hug me...and kiss me)
sayang… (my love)
The brackets will be the part where i attempt to perform direct translation of the song =) based on assumptions cause i definitely do not know all the words =p cheers!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
boredom is extremely infectious. it spreads like no *doot*fucking business. my sis was bored just now, i'm bored too now. dammit! the heat in this room is slowly killing me but my loved one is sick, therefore, i can't enjoy the smartest creation in this century - aircon, as well.
anyhow, i will be going to sarawak this weekend. CONFIRMED! as cynical as it sounds, i'm not excited about it, at all. well, anything for the loved one, they say. maybe this is what people called as compromising, and yes, i shall do it for him. this basically mean that i'm giving up smoking for 4 fucking days (no problemo!), spending most time on my birthday on the plane (nevermind), and i had better stop here before i start banging my head towards the wall in some attempt to kill myself. maybe i should try getting strike by a lightning.
so, this is not a happy blog. no, it's not. in fact, it's an unhappy blog. i know i'm repeating myself. somehow i can't help but to type twice, first is what i wanted to say, second is for what i was thinking. so this explains it all, i'm thinking repetitively. i'm sick. i'm very sick. finally, i would like to end this post with something funny.
haha..
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
the suspect's down, and out the window. Hooray! yesterday i got mocked by a cockroach. it was in the washroom when i slammed the door shut, jumped out of the bedroom, lock it and went out. when we got back, it was gone. hiding in one of the many dark corners in the room i perhaps. i forced myself to sleep only to result in having nightmare afterwards. the cockroach was perhaps way bigger than titanic, crawling towards me with its disgusting "antenna" swinging back and forth, i was of course running for my life. enough of the dreams, this morning, my boyfriend woke me up with a good news "i killed the cockroach and threw it out the window already" xoxo
i found out that i am having this alienated redish bump growing on my leg *eww*. on the left is the picture of it. let us now examine closer, the subject is approximately 1cm in diameter, it sends a pain signal to my brain whenever it makes contact with anything else, it's red-ish. there is however no sign of any itchiness or burning sensation. i hereby declare it as
mr. annoying red dot.
- fin -
Saturday, June 16, 2007
this is a dull + rainy friday. i went out as planned to the curve (yesss, my second home =p) to meet up with the girls to further discuss about the house that we're planning to move in latest by july. yes, lis si gajah bundar did not make it today cause of work shit. well, anyways, we had dinner at 1920 or was it 1902? nevermind. i had this stuffed chicken and tomato sauce thingy, not good. the potatoes nice though. so yea, we talked about it. it all went pretty well, we talked about the furnitures too =)
then, we went up to HairKunst supposedly to watch the clips for the previous catwalk hairshow they did. it ended up more like a smoking party. inhailing much of the dunhill menthol leads to much more boring events for the night. we were bored as hell and spent most of the time figuring what we should do next. as usual, it leads to basically nothing, alcohol would be the best answer. so aryn suggested hartamas since it's been like ages we didn't hang out at that area. diane went home cause apparently it was the "accompanying-boyfriend" night =)
we were then in Hartamas for like the longest time ever. drank beer in hartamas square, played cards out of extreme boredom. then went over to Bestari for a couple more teh o ice. then sat there and start breathing in air and breathing out smoke. then sat there till it rains, and the rain stopped, we're still there. then crack jokes till it rains again, and we made a move when it's like reaching 3 in the freaking morning.
there it was. the supposedly fun friday night.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
i went to a gig in central market yesterday night, featuring bands like reza salleh, stone revival, hujan and another i think called "moose" or something similar. the best band is hujan, even though the name's a little weird but they sound a lot like
the strokes! i didn't got the pic for hujan cause i was so into the music, i didn't care much about other stuff =p so here's a pic i took, moose (they're from singapore) and the girl lead sounded very indie emo-ish. abit boring though, maybe the atmosphere there isn't suitable for this kind of music.
this one was taken upstairs. anywaysss, i guess that's it. i'm gonna blog again soon. can't wait to move out end of this month =p so excited about my coming birthday =p
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
fudgesticks! (it's still not working for me man =p) anyways, i ate like there's no tomorrow yesterday night over at bratt's house, and eat again like nobody's looking just now in subang. mygosh! the fact that this is my only meal for the day, i still find myself guilty for eating like a madcow. ish! i vow not to repeat my mistake again, tomorrow =)
so, i was thinking to myself, let's blog about something nasty today. but i didn't do or say anything nasty to anybody today, at least that's what i thought. so basically there's nothing for me to bitch about. well, i rather go watch my last episode of heroes =) it's all getting so exciting. man, i love heroes! peter petrelli is soooo hot, ted is sooooo cute when the whole time he just looks like a bear, and sylar, he's good in playing bad. show time, ciao!
Monday, June 4, 2007
it's fucking sad to know that you're dependent on something to live. well, i owe it to music. indie rock, emo rock, whatever rock.. all hail music! *clap* i guess i'm a lil out of my mind right now. and blame dunhill menthol for causing tiny cramps on my hands, fuck. i should really slow down on using this f word, good lord, it's addictive =p
well, me lazy to type already. gonna get my ass over to bratt's house. food + music, here me comes!
Sunday, June 3, 2007
yesterday we were hanging out in MiCasa, it's supposed to be a night to get drunk. well, we practically declare everyday as a day to get drunk, so..i would just like to remember yesterday as carlsberg + vodka + chivas night =) anyways, it was so much fun. the great thing is that i get to hang around with people that i cared alot for. all of us confirming a place in hell =) too bad a few people were missing out yester-night. zedeck was busy writing beautiful words, ilyas was out somewhere i supposed, and dwen was fucking tired to hang out. well, yea, these were the few other person that missed out the party last night. i wanna write more but the fact that i'm fucking hungry stops me from doing so. food, here i come!!!
Saturday, June 2, 2007
tag!! i love that damn place man. fucking good indie rock musics, my cup of tea =) a little alcohol plus music that could make me high eventually resulted in having really good times. oh, i just remembered that natasha, diane, aryn and i are suppose to have this talk today upon the night before. oh fuck, the hotel room aryn was talking about too. anyways, i just realised that drinking alco without getting pissed drunk but just at the right level to make you happy would make me lose my sleep. i can't really sleep much and it's just not me. sleeping at 7am and waking up at 1ish is totally wrong man. freaking 6 hours, i wouldnt call that a sleep myself. anyways, i'm fucking tired but i don't know why i just can't get to sleep. suffering~
before i forget, UV nation!!!! time to rave!!!! the line-ups are of course, benny benassi =) also featuring scot project, altered image, joey g, dj desire, base agents, dj goldfish, junio hustle, ben cracko, blink, and the stylustiks. place to party is set to be at 1 utama rooftop carpark. as usual, there'll be 4 rooms, the main arena, the chillout zone, dance space, and vip lounge. here comes the interesting part, the pre-sale tic is at rm53 while door-sale tic will be rm63. however, there's a promotional tic pricing of rm135 for 3 tickets (2000 tic only), and also rm350 inclusive of 3 tics + 1 bottle + 2 mixers. this is malaysia biggest UV themed dance party in a mall, and hold your breath for this.....180
0 LCD display and LED music synchronised panels! cool cool.
this one is freshly baked on the day itself by my bf's family frens (or something like that). it was really sweet and special because it's just special *smile* i've gotten this when i was still in sarawak.
and i got this from my parents *smiley* love it for the one and only reason - strawberries =) we went out for dinner in TGIF and the people there made me stand on the chair and make a speech using this ketchup bottle. kinda intimidating but i still got over it. hehe.
i found out that i am having this alienated redish bump growing on my leg *eww*. on the left is the picture of it. let us now examine closer, the subject is approximately 1cm in diameter, it sends a pain signal to my brain whenever it makes contact with anything else, it's red-ish. there is however no sign of any itchiness or burning sensation. i hereby declare it as mr. annoying red dot.
