Thursday, March 29, 2007
yesterday, or was it earlier today. no, it was earlier yesterday, we - the mighty procrastinators have again succeeded in pursuing our lecturer to postpone final year project presentation to next week Tue :) not much difference but we really need all the time we could get to be "that" close to completing the system. i cannot afford to fail any of the subjects.
well, i haven't been sleeping yesterday night again. yes, assignment's the culprit. i've got hypermedia presentation 830 am later and following by test 2. usm course is really murdering me, mentally and physically. but "i will survive~"!
well, i need to go back home and get all the lengthy and useless documentation printed now.
Friday, March 23, 2007
i'm sitting here in starbucks, amcorp (the place i least expected anybody will see me here). my bf's working part time here, and why i'm here? the reason is solely because i have no where better to go i guess. i was finishing up my dss assignment just now and yeap, it's all done now. so i played a couple of o2jam (yes, i do play o2jam people!) anyway, now i've ran out of stuff to do, actually there's tons, but am not in the mood to do them. at least not in amcorp mall. i guess i'll go buy some "iBalance dragonfly" at the stall next to where i'm sitting now. looks cute, no idea what's it for though. i can't wait to get my hands on the balck parade, am so so very in love with "i don't love you" and as well as "disenchanted". the following will be my can't wait list:
- can't wait to get all my stuff done so i could finally enjoy my long holiday
- can't wait to finish up this ciggarette i have in between my fingers so i could type nicely without having ashes all over my keyboard
- can't wait for to party again with "uuwee" bunch of friends
- can't wait for everything to come to an end so i can breathe normal again
- can't wait for arash to come cure my boringness
- can't wait to bank in my cheque so that i won't have to live in poverty this month
- can't wait to go back home so i could just lie down on my dusty bed
- can't wait to annoy jonathan cause i think it has became part of my daily acticities
- can't wait to buy new battery for my laptop so that it could live longer without the help of mr. adapter
i just can't wait. my battery's dying so i have to stop here.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
i'm so bored, and yet i shouldn't have felt so. i have so much work to do, so little time to do them. i just filled myself up with bolognese just now, felt so good to be full. and here i am again, paying my usual visit to Picadilly. i am in the mood of trying something different today, so i ordered a "peppermint Portobello" instead of my signature drink - ice lemon tea with extra lemon and less sugar. guess what? this peppermint thingy suck! it tasted like dish washing detergent, lime flavor. never should have fell for the trick of ordering something with such fancy name. my bad.
assignments, there will never be an end to it. i'm so stressed, i'm constantly feeling the need or let's say urge to hit something or even someone. i'm starting to think that i'm destructive. yea, violence do not solve anything but it does help to make me feel better, alot better i should say. i have this crazy idea of putting another permanent mark on my body. my very last tattoo. i've already got this fairy on my back, a symbol of female and male closeness right on my ankle, thought of doing another one on somewhere.. private; where viewing pleasure is reserved for special someone. let's just see if i'm really going to do that.
i haven't seen my friends for a awful long time, kinda felt like i've disconnected with the rest of the world around me. now it's more like me and my trustworthy laptop all the way. surprisingly, i find it quite enjoyable. i've changed for sure, the usual me would have been whinning and complaining by now. since someone's here, maybe i should mention that the someone is no one else than arash himself; he's here and i should really be doing my dss assignment now. ciao! will upload the picture of my lovely fairy in the next blog :)
Thursday, March 15, 2007
i had this "sickness" which translated directly into sleeping dead. once i sleep, i am as good as being dead. i've been missing classes because of this and i think it's getting serious nowadays. anyway, i'm in Picadilly again, nothing surprising since i've declared this place as my second home. the only thing that spoils my mood today is the person who is sitting next to me right now. as you have might already guessed, jonathan.
why 'o why am i stucked having to do my final year project with him? whatever. i'm squeezing my brain on the riddle game, and i supposed he's watching movie with his laptop. what's the point of having to meet up and so-called discuss about our final year project? it is his brilliant idea, again. it's not like i give a fuck anyway.
it's pouring outside, nicely described how i'm feeling now. well, i'll be going to zouk tonight, with jee and loong they all. it is someone's birthday, i wouldn't know for sure. well, gotta go take a piss now.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
it has been such a long and dull evening day, judging by the look of 14 burn out dunhill menthol in the ashtray in front of me; another 5 contributed by arash. i should really be re-evaluating my smoking habit, it's getting worst and i have my lungs to prove that. anyway, my main purpose for being in picadilly is to do my final year project. instead, i got hooked at solving riddles. it was quite fun and challenging if u asked me. kill your brain cells.
ouverture-facile my boyfriend just called, saying that he'll drop by. well, since i've had enough of my "alone-time", i'm kind of glad he did. i'm gonna stop blogging for now, and hopefully i'll continue blogging soon. oh yea! i'm hooked on mcr's i don't love you as well.
